Tripple Dot (...)

Right now, I am freezing in the basement of my parent's house. This is great. I was planning on leveling my priest and just chilling, watching Bleach (anime, it's awesome, you should too!) and just getting to sleep at a normal time.

Seems not. My sis 'stole' my apartment, grabbed 5-6 friends, then grabbed a movie, my ps3 games and is still having an awesome night. And I am freezing. I don't like being the guy who complains, but really, lately I've been having these strange thoughts. I was thinking (I was at work at that time) "Why am I living, what makes my day, and how can I live on that?"

THis makes me seem like the weirdo so go on blame me, I know noone reads my blog anyways. I don't care. I am still posting, somewhy.

So really. If nothing actually makes my day, makes me keep on living, I might aswell be dead, right? (No I am not purposing suicide, I just wont do that.)

So the only friend I can talk about this stuff with logged on messenger. And we talked for a while, really. It makes me keep on living. He mentioned that it's probably my family and friends. It seems so. But right now I am not feeling well at all.

Well, I guess I just have to get through these holidays. I will have to hold on till the 5th of January, then I'm back in school, 'n all that regular shit. Wow sucks to be you.

_Arthin*